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Monday, May 31, 2010

AUTOPHOBIA - Fear of being alone or of oneself...
ATHAZAGORAPHOBIA - Fear of being forgotten, ignored or forgetting...
EREMOPHOBIA - Fear of being oneself or of loneliness...
ZELOPHOBIA - Fear of jealousy...
SOTERIOPHOBIA - Fear of dependance on others...
SOCIAL PHOBIA - Fear of being evaluated negatively in social situations...
POLYPHOBIA - Fear of many things...
PANTOPHOBIA - Fear of everything...

Well, fuck fear is everywhere...

AND THE IRONY

SESQIUPEDALOPHOBIA - Fear of long words...



So today's gonna be emo post with ALOT of pictures.. Some about love some funny.... =\   I dont know. Said some stupid shit that i didnt mean on FB cos i saw some stupid shit on FB. And also cos i heard some stupid shit from a friend. Felt like some stupid shit. And guess what? Stupid shits got response from Allen. HAHA!! WOW right? Like, fucking MIND BLASTING or what.. Haha... So yeah. I didnt mean what i said... Not in that tone anyway. I want to be selfish and i want to create a ll the havoc i can but im not arent i? Im just a mother fucking pretentious lil fuck that acts all i wanna do something but aint doing shit abt it, arent i? Cos if i wasnt, i would have gone right up to his house and go on strike the moment i knew i loved him and still loves him... Yes people... Im a pussy....





So i heard and saw that they arent doing very well. And yeah. I guess Gina is REAL. There REALLY is another girl. LOL... And.... Whatever it is... I realise... That giving him what he wants is the greatest punishment ever. Since i've done everything else. The only thing left is to pretend and say that i dont love him anymore and he meant shit to me. =)  I dont understand, how come a love like this can just disappear, but i guess it did in your side of the story. So, if this is what you want then well, here's to you... I dont love you and you dont mean shit to me. You happy? The moment... that i really feel that way. I hope in all hell that you feel the pain, the torture, the "i-wish-i-die-and-burn-in-hell" feeling, the tears roll down your face and your heart literally torn right out of your body.... I hope you feel all those that im feeling right now... Cos fuck you you fucking liar...




I found the card he wrote to me last night while trying to find a book. The card he wrote when he gave me that wallet and ask me to forgive him for somoe stupid mistake he did. Well, after a few moments of tears, i realise. That nothing changed. That i still feel the same, in fact worse. Like a downward spiral with no ending... But fuck yeah. I've planned to send flowers, ive planned to go visit.. I've planned chocolates and cards. I've planned rings and proposals. But im not gonna do any of that because .. like they say... The best kind of love is unconditional sacrificial love. But often, these love is one sided... WHY? BECAUSE IF IT IS TWO SIDED AND THE OTHER PARTY LOVES YOU BACK... HE WON'T LET YOU SACRIFICE.... =\





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AND ILL JUST TAHAN THE PAIN LIKE THIS LIL BOY HERE...
SO BRAVE... SO HEROIC... NOT!!!


Fucking eat you like BARNIE...


This maybe WHY TK says TELETUBBIES ARE ALIENS...


HAHA!! SYNDROME...


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So yeah.. If it makes you sleep better at night...
If it makes you kiss her better....
If it makes holding her hand feel nicer...
If it makes you work better...
If it makes you play better...
If it makes you lie lesser...
If it makes you a better person...
If it's what makes your days brighter and your nights less scary...
FUCK... I DONT LOVE YOU THE SAME ANYMORE.
And for today and PROBALY tomorrow...
I hate you...