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Wednesday, June 23, 2010

Today i laughed alot at work today cos GK introduced a website to me called failbook.com... It is hilarious... And another website to do with bad english signs.. LOL. =) But my laughter didnt last me til lunch time because i realise as i was about to go for lunch.. THAT.. I... fucking forgot to bring cash to work.. And there's no ATM anywhere nearby and the canteen does not accept card payments. SO... Fuck doomed for lunch.. And hungry... And cant think of a win-win idea with 1.50 on my hands... So here i am... Drinking coffee... =(

I hate my life sometimes... HATE IT. I keep forgetting stuffs... And it makes me feel and look retarded.. Not awesome.. NOT awesome at all... =(  My friends tell me its because i keep trying too hard to forget certain things that this focus influences my memory for other issues too... Wish i had two brains... =\

OH. Did i mention today is ALLEN'S birthday? The day i've been trying to push to the back of my head so much. But it keeps popping up.. WHY? Why do i want to push it away so badly? Cos i want so much to spend it with him. But i know its close to impossible.. Plus. I've been trying hard to love him.. But yet forget that i lost him. Constant struggle to be happy without him. Wish i could say we at least have some connections. But trust me. We dont... Im as good as a dead person for 10 years... Wait. No im worse... Im as good as a stranger.. Cos at least people mourn for dead people after death... But nobody mourns for a stranger... So fuck yea...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALLEN LIU WEIQIANG....!!! I WISH YOU LONGEVITY AND STUFF!!! WISH YOU GET ALL THE HAPPINESS YOU CAN FIND... YAY!!! HAPPY FUCKING BIRTHDAY!!!   WOO HOOOO!!!     Have a good one ....  =)

Im no where near where i want to be with him... and i dont intend to feel all sorrowful and depressed for the whole of today or any other day anymore. Not because ive gotten over him or because im pissed at him for leaving the way he did. But just because now, i want to live. I see my family everyday. And i want to live. and thinking about him makes me want to die. the only reason why i chill out lesser with friends and go out lesser is because i need more family. Because family gives me the strength and the faith to stay alive. And because i realise friends just come and goes too. And i hate that connection that everyone has. The connection that all of them, can actually choose to leave... I dont like emotions too much recently. And all the only emotion which is LOVE that i can feel is at home.

So im a home person now. I dun like to go out and see people living their fantasy. Or at least act like they are in fantasy land. Cos everyone's a bitch. everyone lies and pretends. But i dont hate everyone. Afterall, we're just trying to survive right? I pretend too... I pretend like i care. When i dont... Really... I dont...I'm just using you... And if you're doubting my friendship as you read this? Then fuck you. You're the kind that will leave me..  


So let's put THAT aside and.... IT'S ..... pictures time!! =)  ENJOY... I love you guys... Haha... Imafuckinghypocrite.. =)




Yeah.. Such is life...
Sometimes we're just like cigarettes...


TRUE. SO FUCKING TRUE.
SO FUCK YOU VIRGINS!
You've been fucked too!! =)


I dunno. I laughed hard at this.. I just...
Dont get... WHY APPLE?? LOL


Who wants HEART ATTACK at just 5.95?
What a steal... Wonder how they serve it...


LOL... EVER DONE THAT? HAHAH...
I'll be so embarrassed ill laugh till i cry..


STUPID.... STUPID STUPID STUPID....

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