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Thursday, April 29, 2004

Heyaz dudes!!! Hmmm... I did a small lil' play today in school... My team includes Logen, Annabel & Gladys.. But anna didn't come to school today so she didn't act out the story we wrote... It was kinda cool cos the class will vote for the best act team after every group has act out their story.. Initially, my group won but Jeffrey's grp protested and so they won in the end.. I think Jeff grp did preety well too.. Very original and lame... But i think my grp did a fantastic job!!! Yeah!!! There are other cool acts by other groups too... Yea.. So, it was pretty fun.. I dunno why ar.. But im very into this kind of drama act or play kinda stuff.. Cos' i think its fun.. But i dun think i have the talent lah... Haha...

Actually Gladys, Larry and me suppose to go watch a movie wan.. But my mom dun allow me to go.. So i came back home and now..... I have nth to do... But im gonna study a lil' later i guess... Although i sooooo don't wanna study.. I think i MUST cos' i just failed very badly for my maths test.. GOD!!! i got 5/20... Im soooo dead manx... I wun be telling me mom... I dun wanna go tuition!!! It's a waste of my time and my parents money... So i decided to study hard and show my GOOD grades to them on the next test.. Which means i must do well in the mid year exams... Dude i gotta buck up or else...... I hope i can pass everything.. Im confident bout history now.. It's actually not as difficult as it seems.. Maybe Mrs yang teaching good lah hor? ;)

Harris and annabel didn't come to school today... Hmmm... Actually, both of them are the ones that always skips school... I think they miss school alot these days.. For a few months already... Harris i know he abit "not-so-healthy".. But sometimes he is lazy lah (Sorry, not insulting in anyway..)... Annabel...???? Most probably she is overslept or lazy to come.. But maybe, i mean maybe she really sick or something lah.... Oh man!!! My whole body is itching EVERYWHERE!!! Already for 3-4 days already liao leh... Especially on my legs and arms area.. So itchy.. I think i allergic to the dust in school cos' of the PRIME thingy... Or maybe is my stupid mattress got bed bug.... Damn!!! I need NON-ITCH cream!!! Anyone got?!?!?!?! Oh no.. Its bleeding!!! AHHHHH!!!! Help!!! Im gonna die!!!!! MY PRECIOUS BLOOD!!!! Crap..

Talking bout my blood... Guess what?!?!? My blood type is O-.. Cool huh?? They say that it's a very rare blood type... My friends don't believe me sia.. Haha.. So cool !!! But it isn't that good if im sick and needs blood.. Cos' like i said its rare and the hospital may not have it when i need it... So maybe next time ill go donate a lil' blood and then book it for myself (wonder if i can do that)... Just in case.. Kiasu right? Thats me!!!! Yeah.. Haha...

Clarissa just called me and ask me if i wanted to order pizza later with her and my brother.... She'll be coming over.. But i must pay half leh.. Why not 1/3 huh???? haha... But if i say i pay 1/3.. My brother sure pay 2/3 wan.. Cos' he wun wanna let Clarissa pay anything... Since i think im much richer than him... I just lose out abit nvm wan la hor? I just wish i no need to pay too much can liao.. I hate to see my 'safe' empty... So i hope i won't have to use my precious 50 dollar note... Haha.. I know... You're thinking im very money minded right? Pul-lease.. Who is not?!?!?! Ok.. That's all for now dudes!!!
Wednesday, April 28, 2004

Hello! Haha.. Im actually rushing to blog now.. Cos i have to get out soon to go for my stupid school sports day.. My tummy is soooo aching now !!! But i dun have the time to go to the toilet cos ill be late if i do.. Oh no!!!! Help!!! Ahhh... Nvm... Today sports day sure damn boring wan sia... Nth to do there.. Somemore they say compulsory must go.. Ask them go and die lah!!!! That is why i hate my school sooo much... How i wish i had gone to a better school... Beatty sucks like hell (no offence to pple that likes beatty.)...

Oh no!! i need to go pack my bag!!! I'll blog again tonight, provided my brother doesn't hog onto the computer and REFUSE to let me use it... :] Ok!!! Bye!! Wish i don't die of boredom during the sports day events... ;)
Tuesday, April 27, 2004

heya peeps! Wassup todays?

Ok..Can anyone pls tell me how to get smoke to come out of ur mouth? Other than smoking a cigarette i mean... Cos' smoke came out of my friends mouth today(he showed it to me)... And i think there wasn't any cigarettes around... I keep pestering him to tell me how he do it but he just won't speak!!! Im really fascinated by it.. Can anybody pls tell me how he did it?!??!?!?!

Haiz.. Wat a boring day... Got nothing to do in school today except to study and play chess and breathe... Why can't life get more interesting? Hmmm.. But i got pretty crazy in school today.. Was acting like a mad woman.. Shouting about, running about and disturbing pple's chess games, made my fren irritated by making loads of noise and talking lots of crap and nonsensical stuff...Haha.. You should have seen how they torture me to stop me from crapping... But it was quite funny cos everyone was always stunned by what surprises i had for them.. You could see the "mandy-wat-happened-to-you" look on their faces... Haha... The weirdest thing was before my sudden 'hyperity', i was feelong moody and sad... So i think the physcotic part of me couldn't take it anymore and just sprang out... I tell you it was SWEET manx... Haha.. ;)

Ok.. Currently.. My favourite song is a very old song by M2M.. The day you went away.. You see, its like a song about me and 'someone i noe'... I cried when i heard it cos' i coincidentally i was thinking bout the 'someone i noe'... Haiz.. Sad la.. But im very happy today! Dunno why though... Here goes the lyrics:


Well I wonder could it be
When I was dreaming 'bout you baby
You were dreaming of me
Call me crazy, call me blind
To still be suffering is stupid after all of this time

Did I lose my love to someone better
And does she love you like I do
I do, you know I really really do

Well hey
So much I need to say
Been lonely since the day
The day you went away
So sad but true
For me there's only you
Been crying since the day
The day you went away

I remember date and time
September twenty second
Sunday twenty five after nine
In the doorway with your case
No longer shouting at each other
There were tears on our faces

And we were letting go of something special
Something we'll never have again
I know, I guess I really really know

The day you went away
The day you went away

Did I lose my love to someone better
And does she love you like I do
I do, you know I really really do

Well hey
So much I need to say
Been lonely since the day
The day you went away
So sad but true
For me there's only you
Been crying since the day
The day you went away

Why do we never know what we've got 'til it's gone
How could I carry on
The day you went away
Cause I've been missing you so much I have to say
Been crying since the day
The day you went away (x3)



Ok! That's all folks!


Monday, April 26, 2004

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Anyways, im feeling very bored now... Cos i can't do what im craving to do.. Which is to play rugby(although i dunno how to play..).. Damn!!! Where are all the pple when i need them manx???? All gone wif the wind? Haiz... I need company!!! Anyone reading tis now??? Please contact me through anything!!! I am gonna die soon!!! if nobody comes to muh rescue!!! Arghh.... :'(

Listening to the CIRCLE OF LIFE.....

Hello!Haven't been blogging for a long time eh? Sorry! Was busy "chilling out".. So stress... Haha... I just had a mths test today and im sooooo gonna fail.. I only did like...4 questions? Oh man.. Im dead !! Im really gonna get a lecture from both my teacher and my parents manx.. STAB ME!!!! haha... School ain't tat bad now as the war has calm down a lil'.. But i have more "non-friends" now than in the past.. But you noe what??? I DON"T CARE!!! Why bother? If its meant to be, its meant to be.. Why get all upset over it yea? Its not like its gonna change anything... But i still hate my life no matter what... Haha...Am i contradicting myself? gues i am.. HeeHee*..

Hmm... Im feeling very hyper now.. Im not very sure why either? Sometimes i seriously dun understand myself... Its really weird how my mood can change so darn fast... Im munching away my favourite HOT & SPICY chips now.. YUMMY!! You noe what im craving for now? Im craving for rogby season again!!! I WANT RUGBY!!!! Why do i like rugby so much? Hmmm... Can anybody please answer that question?!?!?Nvm... :|

Im gonna watch the video of my brother's LEGENDARY RUGBY MATCH later... But its a bit shaky and blur.. To the video guy: Can you please be more professional next time! Pple wanna watch the game CLEARLY, dude!!! Nvm... Wat's done is done... At least we got it on cd... Haha.. :)

I think i shall stop here cos' i seriously have no idea watsoever on wat to write.. So Work hard pple! Strive for a better tomorrow! ;)
Friday, April 23, 2004

Apparently, im going to band tmr.. Hmm... Bcos' gladys say we can meet in the afternoon.. And Larry and Eric is going too.. But will meet us later cos' the girls wanna do some shopping first... But i really dun feel like going to band... And i dunno how to tell my mom tat im going out again tmr... Cos' i think she won't allow... But i hope she allows.. Cos i dun wanna stay at home and watch tv all day.. Let alone study... Watching tv will waste electricity.. Studying is gonna kill me... So i should go hang out wif muh frenz... But hanging out doesn't mean i have to spend money rite? but maybe ill spend just a lil'.. But do you noe i how long never Go hang out wif muh frenz liao mahx? Bout months liao leh... So i should relax abit now rite? But i will study a lil' oso la.. 'Cos i noe exams coming.. I will surely work hard.. But i need to lax oso.. 'Cos the friendship thing is really stressing me out.. Need some leisure time.. Happy time.. Good time.. So does Gladys and Annabel.. DUN WORRY!!! We will surely get through everything TOGETHER!!!


HakunaMatata Pple!!! Ssup?
Haiz.. As per normal, today school was a nightmare.. The friendship disaster just turned.....FOR THE WORST!!!I just dunno y both party can't give in..Anyways, now i think the 'victim' is quite ok.. When i look at it at another angle, then i dun find her irritating or wadeva shit anymore... She actually kind of cool and stuff yar? Ya..So... Erm... Ok... Hmmm.. But afternoon was kinda fun cos i went to catch a movie wif annabel and gladys...We watched 50 first dates & it was a pretty hilarious show.. It lifted up my mood alot... Thats no wonder i became so lame and started crapping... But its gd though cos gladys was happy... She hasn't been smiling much these days.. So i was glad i could make her laugh (like SCOOBY-DOOBY-DOO!!) ..

Got to know a guy named Larry through gladys..He's sec 4.. He's the only sec 4 i know now in Beatty manx (Eric was there oso..But never talk much to him)... Except for my band pple (who aren't even counted as my frenz)... Before i met him, i heard loads of things bout him from Gladys.. She said he was lame and funny and blah blah blah.. Loads of stuff la...But he seems a lil' shy just now.. Maybe becos' we keep teasing him bout stuff... Haha.. Especially Anna.. She was practically at his neck!! Haha.. I was pretty crappy at first but then got a lil mood swing and got a lil' quiet (ok..Maybe not a lil')... Hmm... And gladys LOVES to shop for watches and presents and earings and acessories...She went to almost all the acessories shop we walked pass... But it was ok la... Cos' i oso saw some gd stuff.. But never did actually bought any cos' i didn't want to spend my precious lil' money.. Haha..

Anyway, due to all the bad things that is happening around me.. I am very stress and my white hairs are showing!!! Haha.. Worst is they are oso DROPPING!!! Oh no!!! Im balding!!! Help me!!! Ok!! Im just joking.. Relax..Hmm... Wat else have i gotta say for todae?? Let me see... erm... Maybe im skipping band tmr to go out wif gladys and annabel and maybe larry... Its so much better going out wif frenz than to waste my time sleeping during band...BAND SUCKS!!!

Oh! i think my skin is starting to get alergic to the dust from school...
My arms and legs are itching so badly that i almost scratch my skin off... Damn i hate feeling itch on my body.. Just sucks...One last qns fer you guys.. Why r you guys not signing my guestbook or tagging?? Pls! Leave some comments!!! Inspiration pple!!! :|

Ok!!! Off for dinner now peeps!!! You guys have a great night ahead yarx? And for the weekend too!! ;)
Thursday, April 22, 2004

Hello! I just watched American Idol 3 and i feel so injustified for jennifer hudson.. She sang well... The americans are either deaf or they're dead... How can john stevens actually move on to the top 6?? Man i tell you there is NO justice in this world now... Everyone is being so bias.. Just like what the judges said.. It's a competition that is looking for talents.. Not to see who is the most popular person.. Can pple PLEASE be more fair in polling the votes? And the 3 BEST singers got into the bottom 3.. HOW is THAT possible dude??? But it was cool though.. I think john stevens must be feeling real bad now cos i think he noes that he did very badly and should be the one out of the competition... Actuually me and my brother tot Fantasia would be out, cos alot of pple say she got attitude problem and cannot take criticism..

Hmmz.. Anyways, i gotta go sleep now as my mom somehow scolded me for staying up so late.. In the meantime, since i can't get to sleep.. I shall then take the time and think about the 'war thingy'... And hopefully i can find a solution to solve the whole thing... GOD!!! Give me the knowledge and wisdom to salvage this "cruel and nasty" situation!!! I need some INSPIRATIONS pple!!! AHHHHH...




*trying to get to sleep while waiting for inspirations*

Hey pals! Wassup todays ya'all?!?!?! heehee.. I didn't go for band today..I went out to grab a bite with gladys at MOS burger.. She treated me to the food as i had no more money.. On the way there, i met a few seniors from band so i kinda tried to hide from them.. It was pretty hilarious as Gladys didn't know wat the hell was going on and why i was trying to hide..Haha..

Haizz... The war thingy is still not resolved yet.. Everyone dun seem to wanna give in.. How i wish everyone was taught how to say sorry and compromise.. But then its just too bad not all can understand.. I really have NO IDEA how this all started... And the freaking idiotic kpo bastard i was talking about is NOT helping the situation at all... He is adding fuel to the fire by all his sarcastic remarks... And i dun understand why the "victim"(i dunno is tat the right word anot la..) just can't seem to shut up about it and take it as if nothing had happened.. She just keeps on moaning and grumbling bout how bad she feels and how nasty they are and blah blah blah.. But i understand though.. Losing all ur frenz at one shot, plus having more enemies you never tot u had is really very very sad.. If i was her, i would have try my best to make myself stay happy wif the frenz i have NOW and make them feel as if they make a mistake or something.. But she's just this paranoid lil' girl.. Damn i hate this war!!! Actually i was on neutral stand.. But all the sarcasm and nasty things the other party did was clearly asking me to support the "victim"..So... I couldn't stand their attitude no more and therefor, i help the "victim" to 'retaliate'..Haizz... More enemies for me now... So sad la.. Wat "most united class"??? Pui..!! Rubbish!Haha.. And the guy that starting this whole thing.. One day he is gonna die man.. He has a bad bad bad attitude and i DO NOT understand y he do all his stupid fu*king acts...Haiz.. If you're thinking that we're childish... I agree so.. But BOTH parties are.. Not only one, dude!

So, pple!! Just cool it will you? Let the innocents have some PEACE !!! Better to have more frenx than enemies right? Even if cannot be frenx, just act like dunno each other la !!The will be many blood sheds in a war, pple... If not, look at the situation at another angle and think! When i say think i mean THINK!!!
Wednesday, April 21, 2004

Today was a screwed up day... The friendship thingy really turneed from bad to worse... And to my knowledge, it's bcos of some freaking idiotic kpo bastardstarted to spread rumour and told everyone his side of the story.. He is such a jerk.. But i guess the friendship isn't 'reconcile-able'... 'Cos both party dun seem to wanna give in, except maybe one person...Haizz... It's kind of a big thing in class so its affecting almost the whole class... Haiz.. My war that time oso not that fierce.. I dunno why this can't be resolved... Arghhh!!! Nvm...

Anyways i played loads of english chess today.. Not like usual, where i would play lots of chinese chess... I won a few pple although im a newbie at it...But i lost to Harris Iskandar!!!!! And the worst thing is he is a newbie too.. Just that he learn a lil' earlier than me...Im very angry wif myself for not being able to THRASH* him in da games.. *pissed off* Haha... Just joking...

Hmmm... I realise that some pple i really cared for im the past have become pple that i really hate that much... It's either they changed or i've changed... It seems like "someone" wants to explain something to me.. But he isn't doing anything.. It's really sad for me cos' i really regarded him as a real gd friend... But since it's over its over.. He has his new frenz and i have mine.. I have nth to be sad about... 'Cos im currently very happy and contented wif the frenz i have now wif me... I wanna say THANKS to all the peeps that have always been there for me and pulled me through all the obstacles.. For them..."You peeps mean ALOT to me!! Love ya 'all foreva !!"

What else have i got to say? *thinking* ....Eh...Erm....Hmmm...Er....Oh! There's band tmr and im NOT looking forward to it.. So boring... It'll be ONE HELL OF a practice man...'Cos ill be sleeping the whole way through.. Haizz.. Hope i can quit !!! But wishful thinking for me la... I can never get it OFF MY BACK...
Tuesday, April 20, 2004

Wassup dudes!!! hey2... Today was damn boring... Played a BEAUTIFUL chess game in library during english lesson today though.. Played transfer with eliseus, gladys and shunli...My group lost!!! Damn... Haha.. Still very boring though... Gladys with her frenz prob and all the negative feelings around me is KILLING me!!! A few more sparks like this and i may explode... But never mind.. I just hope everything can be resolved and there wun be anymore friendship disaster... Harris abit xiao today... Out of sudden for nothing in class he sms me saying "where r u now?".. I was moody then so i replied "somewhere i can't seem to get out of".. He's a cool kid yarh? But can be quite lame at times.. But somehow its cute la.. Treat him like a baby brother... He sometimes can suddenly angry wif you for no reason wan.. Haha..

Anyways, i really think that "someone-i-was-close-to-before" is quite a jerk now.. I dunno y.. But i just have that kinda feeling that he is really changing into someone i never tot he was.. It really hurts me, and it seems like he is getting the hint that im avoiding him.. But since he dun wanna clear it up by talking to me.. Why should i care right? Anyways, PEEPS!!! Pls dun ask who the "someone" is.. Thanks...

Hmm... Im supposed to look for information for my history project.. I have to look up on Post-War-Problems.. How am i suppose to do that? Cos' im really feeling so crapped up now, and im really having a hard time typing this as my eye lids are so heavy they can just fall shut any moment.. So, i think i better stop here... And CLARISSA!!! "DO NOT INVADE MY BLOG AGAIN!!! ITS MINE!!! HAHA.."

CLARISSA INVADES!

its 12:40am right now and i just came over. I'm so shagged right now after doing my f&n for the whole night and i had to come over cos firstly, i need to print out my f&n olevels research and secondly, your brother forced me to come over to try out some cool food - (?????) yes, the fried porridge of some sort. heeheehaha.

and of course, you being the blur self, do not know that i invaded your blog cos you're just busy admiring your brother's rugby photo. heeheehaha.

alright, i'm off. too pooped to carry on blogging.

goodnight all!
Monday, April 19, 2004

Guys!! i've put up my hilarious BIRTHDAY pictures!! Be sure to check it out! It was a pretty fun day for me.. So have fun checking out the pics yarh? ;)

hey peeps! im sorry for not blogging for so long..Was kinda busy...Anyways i got back my chinese test today and guess wat?!?!?! I passed? i got 63.5!!!Cool stuff huh...;) Hmmm... 'Bout sherlene... She was cool la.. Turned into such a sexy lady.. Very beautiful... But she still hates our grandmother as she always control her.. But i thin "ah ma" is just concern for her la... She quite ok la.. Keep asking me not to worry for her.. But actually i still abit worried.. I hope she turns out to be a great lady.. Not those ah lian ah hui kind..

ok.. enough of sherlene... Lets talk bout school today.. I baked muffin cakes today in school during home economics lesson.. it was preety nice.. i saved one for bryan but he haven't try it yet as he is still sleeping.. Ok.. i need to upload pics now.. Clar's rushing me.. Blog again next time!
Saturday, April 17, 2004

Eloz! Im going to a wedding dinner later in the evening! How cool is that.. It's one of my mom's relative's big day... So im going there to grab some gd food and take a look at the bride... Hmm.. i can never imagine myself wearing a bridal gown.. What do you guys think? *pukes* Eeeee.. i dun even wanna think about it.. But i noe someday i will have to wear it...Or unless im left on the shelf and nobody wants to marry me... Haha.. Have any of you pple imagine if you're in a gown or if guys, in a tuxedo or something? Whoa.. How cool is that? Tuxedo? must be rich kid (guy) la..

Anyways i still can't see as i haven't got muh specs repaired yet... School was okie today as we got this social etiquette class today.. The teacher was pretty interesting.. Playing games with us and all... Everyone in class was involved.. So nobody felt left out....But after that i had to go for band.. i didn't wanna go at first cos it'll be a total change of mood there... Time will pass so slowly and everything will be boring....But i went in the end cos i had already skipped alot of practices...I dun even y i even bothered to put it in my 3rd choice while choosing a cca... I totally regret it! I wanna quit but i can't... I dun wanna say anymore in case any of the band pple read this... But im sure they noe i hate band cos i've been giving obvious fake excuses to skip band..

Oh.. im gonna meet sherlene later at the wedding dinner.. She's my closest female cousin i have.. I cherish her alot but these days i heard that she is turning from bad to worst...I truly hope she will change and stop being those typical "ah lian" kind of girl.. i haven't got a chance to talk wif her since i think... Last year.. We dun have sleep-over(s) that often now as everyone is so busy nowadays..But tonight im sure to ask her if she wanna stay over at my house and then maybe she and me could stay up and talk til we both fall right asleep...

I remember last time on one particular mother's day eve, sherlene and i bought clay and we made hearts and shapes and pigs for our mum... We spent a whole 6-8 hrs doing them as we were inexperience... We locked ourselves in there and my dad tot we were doing something bad... We oso painted the clay after it was harden... some turned out awful but some were passable.. so we gave our mum the passable ones.. and kept the awful ones ourselves... I tell you, my room was a total mess after we finished.. And we spent another 2 hrs cleaning up my room... But we got hugs from our mom in the end so everything was kinda worth it... All this happened before Bryan was born i think.. Now i have Bryan to take care of, i left sherlene to one side.. And i really regret it cos if she really turns bad.. I would definitely blame myself... For not being there if/when she needs me, and letting her turn bad, and not giving her advice...As you see, her parents dun really "care".. No.. i mean they DO care but they are not strict AT ALL...So she is allowed to have all kinds of frens and go out whenever she wants and go home whenever she wants.. Im really starting to get worried for her... Nvm.. i'll try talking to her first..

There... My LONGEST entry since the start... Cool !! HeeHee*... Stay funky peeps!
Friday, April 16, 2004

Guess wat? Bryan broke my specs again.. Man, sometimes i feel like spanking his fatty butt... but i love him too much to give him a real spanking...But the worse thing is that i got scolded for Bryan's mistake... He was the one that snatch it away and bend it.. Its as if i wanted it to happen lidat.. Always like that.. My specs spoil only is my fault..But who cares la...Wadeva... gonna get it repair tmr.. Hope it still can be helped(without needing of spending much money)... Or else i will have to spend money on buying a new frame.. I tell you guys something... YOU DUNNO HOW MUCH I HATE SPECS!!!..That's y i seriously dun understand Harris when he wants to wear specs even though he dun need one... But actually i think everyone is the same.. They're just curious i guess... But guys? it really suck to wear specs...!!! Trust me on that !! And one thing Harris said that i totally disgree is that most of the smart pple wore or wear specs... RUBBISH!!!It's so totally the wrong perception... If you smart, u're smart.. If you're slow, wearing a specs doesn't help... Hard work and Determination helps... NOT A PAIR OF SPECTACLES!!!

Ok... Let me tell you pple some philosophy i just figured out... So listen up!


1) Nobody can always be there for you except you.So don't depend on others.Stand on ur own 2 feet..!!
2)When ur feeling blue, and when life dun seem to go the way you want it to,you should just look up to the sky and wish for a star.Then maybe your lucky one will shine.Then evrything will be fine once more.....


Cool huh... i tot ALL that up myself.. 'Cos i was kind of moody and feeling emotional... So i cooked it up.. Not bad huh...Haha.. i shall stop praising myself now! And pple out 'ere...?? SIGN MY GUEST BOOK!!!

Everybody! wassup?!?!? Heehee.. i had a pretty cool and hilarous day today excluding the fact that im still feeling sick.. It was cool having to see my friends again... Chinese test was preety easy today.. except for the "hanyupinyin", which i totally suck in.. But i managed.. Haha.. cos i kinda had some help.. Heehee.. Shhhh.. Don't tell anyone..!! i was very hyper at school today... The pple sitting around me suffered so much...To them: IM SORRY!!! HAHA!! ...

Ok.. let me bring you through their suffering times with me... I was acting a lil' like a bitch though.. When they do something they shouldn't be doing in class.. I'll start lecturing them.. And man.. You can ask them how irritating i was.. Let me give you an example...

Shunli was spraying water on the floor for no particular reason
Me:" ShunLi.. Do you noe wasting water is very wrong? there are so many pple out there in the other countries that would die for water and yet you...!! you are here drowning the floor wif the over sufficient amount of water from FU HUA'S water bottle! do you know how precious water is? Do you know how much time pple spent on making clean water for us to drink? Huh? Have you no sense of shame?"
SL:Okok! i stop! i stop! if you can just SHUT UP!!!

That was part of the sufferings they had... Hmm... Wat do you think? Torture huh.. Haha.. told ya! But im back to normal mode now... Im so bored... I haven't eat my medicine yet leh.. Cos' i haven't even eat lunch... Feeling so very weak now... So cold somemore.. But dun wanna off the air-con c'os i dun wanna feel hot either.. Wat to do?!?!? Nvm... ill just bear wif the cold la huh...

And do you noe what? That stupid Mdm Chia made us stay back for half an hour just for some file admin. stuff... How i wished she would die man! She is the most long-winded PERSON and boring teacher you can ever get to noe man...She had better be smart enough to return us free period during her lessons or else i will rebel until xiao!!!! haha.. Just jokin lah... But seriously, she is really a pretentious freaking idiotic lon-winded naggy stupid old saggy bitch...Whoa! If she reads this i noe im gonna be so dead...!! So pple out there? DO NOT BETRAY ME!!!
Thursday, April 15, 2004

hey ya peeps! i didn't go to school today too.. Lucky huh.. but at home very bored.. Still feeling a lil' sick but much better than yesterday... The doctor say i got what sighnestivity infection or something lidat... Damn.. got 2 weeks of antibiotics to finish.. My nose is killing me! i minute can breathe the other minute cannot breathe... Stupid nose! haha... my body is still aching like hell... i hope it goes away soon... Have to go for check up 2 weeks later somemore... So suay sia...Hope no need to pay for check up ar... haha..

Anyways, i just watch "mtv MADE"... They helped a girl name ANDREA SMITH turn into a homecoming queen.. before that, she was like almost a total geek.... It's damn SwEeT manx !! I try to download but can't seem to find it... It's really sweet, i tell you... i was pretty happy for her... Maybe oso b'cos the guy in there was quite cute and handsome too... Okok.. I admit... That guy was 70% the reason why i loved the show...!! haha... But the girl was pretty cool too.. If any of you guys got it... Send it to me please!!!

Ok.. im going back to the tele to see if there's any nice shows to watch... Forgive me if i sounded a lil' desperate up there! haha..
Wednesday, April 14, 2004

Hello! I did not go to school today.. Im sick!! having a slight fever and my whole body aches.. and i can't stop sneezing... What is wrong wif me TODAY?!?!?! damn.. Im going to see a doctor later in the evening.. I hate DOCTORS!!! Arghhh....

Anyways.. later im gonna collect a hamster from Cindy.. Actually i was suppose to be in school to collect it.. But i never got to school.. So didn't have the chance to... The hamster is actually for my brother and Clarissa... They have been craving for one for days but couldn't get one.. So i guess i can get one from Cindy since she said she has got an extra one.. *Heehee.. Pretty excited... I hope Bryan won't eat it up or kill it or anything.. haha... Oh man! Can you imagine a *BABY* eating up a hamster?!?!?! Oh my god.. SCARY!!

Oh ya! Clarissa is coming later to do her work.. And.... Im sooo0ooo hungry!!! i haven eaten yet... But i dun really feel like eating though.. not much of an appetite u see... hmmm... Wadeva.. ill just go back to sleep till the time comes for me to collect the hammie..


*Sleeping*
Tuesday, April 13, 2004

Crap! im having a headache now but nevertheless, im still writing this entry... today was a pretty boring day cos i came home straight after school.. Nowhere to go and no one to go wif.. What a BORE! Nvm.. Actually logen and me planned to go watch a movie.. but nobody else wanted to go and i was having a headache... So we cancelled it... that is how i ended up feeling bored... Haiz...

Currently listening to the song *P.I.M.P* by 50 cent... and feeling bored !!!
Monday, April 12, 2004

Hey! guess what? i just came back from the Lorong 7 mac.. i went there to STUDY wif Logen.. Dun ask me where i got that idea from...Maybe its bcos i feel very hardworking today yar? Guess so.. We studied maths and chinese... Logen kept on complaining and complaining but i refused to let him slack.. As you noe, this year is quite a crucial year for us.. So we have to work hard on it! especially our maths and chinese yar?? Oh man !!! Chinese test coming in 2 or 3 days time.. I hope i pass this one..

Anyways, tell you guys a big joke... i have this guy fren.. he recieved a present from his admirer (and i mean personally!)And he thought the present was from another girl.. he went to thank the other girl instead of the his admirer (who was per-ri-tty shocked and a lil' angry bout it..) .. How blur can guys get man?!?!?! It's so insensitive of him! And futhermore, after he found out the truth, he just said "oh!" and walked off !!Leaving the poor girl (admirer) feeling sad... Haiz*.. Guys are Guys... Ok! That's all for today.... i guess ?? *wink*

Heh heh peeps! Wassup today? Hmmm... Today was pretty fun cos me and family went to IMM giant to shop.. Man! There was lots of pple there! It made me so giddy i swear i almost *puked* ! Anyways, today was very hectic too. I had two project to rush out. I rushed out half of the first project but then i forgot to save it when i went to giant wif muh family.So... guess what? i had to re-do the whole freakin' thing! But nvm.. I still manged to get them printed out complete.Oh man !! Waking up tmr in the morning will be as usual..... Such a chore for me...Damn, i hate school !!


*Off to take a shower*
Sunday, April 11, 2004

Hi pple! im hEre to cRap again. guess What? i have added new Pictures under Kept Secrets.. just Scroll dowN on thE side Links to VieW it.. Go chEck it Out k?

hey peeps! This is my first time having a blog.So forgive me if it is not that nice.Clarissa is currently giving me lessons on improving this blog. hmmm... what else have i got to say. i guess that's bout all fer now! i need time to learn more to satisfy your craving for a nicer blog! have a great day ahead!

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