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Tuesday, May 31, 2005

Lol... Just now go SEE the guys play soccer at the street soccer court opposite Pei Chun there.. Pretty fun lah.. Didn't know soccer could be so interesting to watch.. Haha... Right..... So i was supposed to PLAY... But too paiseh.. Cos i was the only girl at first.... Luckily Yhih huua and Jassika came to my rescue, together with Solihin.... Yupps... Keana fooled around by the guys... Idiot..... Bedek2..... But i really wanted to play though....

And i did!!! Me and yhih huua played with 5 small little kids after the guys played.... So funny... They so young already fight fight and then win us somemore.. Goes to show that we know nuts bout soccer.. Aha.. But was damn fun though... Yeah.. And whilst i was playing with da kids, DADA* left and i din get a chance to bid him goodbye.. Yea.. Who cares... Guess he tot i was rather extra... Muahahaha.... I love being extra.. It gives me a sense of satisfaction that i actually had guys thinking i was uber extra.. Ahaha... Im such a bitch.. Bleah~ Kill me... *shows sarcastic face*

So, had lotsa fun just now.. Then Leonardi Ronald and Jonathan And Edmund play again after the rest left.. Then i wanted to play... Then they all dun gimme ball... Make me look like a dork in the stupid soccer court.. Fookerdoos..... Ass... Then after that was drinks time... Then they played a lil' bit more and blah blah blah.... So, the two lovebirds got their time.. And it was time to head home.. So that was all.... So i walked home since it was so near my house... Ahaha.... Bored now.. Feeling rather moody... Supposed to go shop&save and stock up on the food supply.. But im feeling so lazy after such a good bath... Ahahaha.... Bleah~

Tmr's gonna be da only day where i dun need to go to school... Da only day this week im free from school and deprived from looking at DADA*.. Muahahaha... Like i give a shit.. I dun.. Cos he dun... I dunno why im torturing myself cos he doesn't like me either.. I guess that "the power of LOVE".. Ahahaha.. Funny eh? Muahaha.. Bye!
Monday, May 30, 2005

Yupps... Feeling rather bored.. First day of da holidays and already im feeling bored... Damn.. So, went for some english shitty remedial just now... Ok lah.. Damn boring... At least got Yeni there with me.. And could see DADA*... Haha... Yupps.... Nvm....

Hmmm, so gotta do that rugby review for mrs how.... And do up all muh english shithole pile of work.... Yepps... Pretty much... Lotsa things to do but im kinda feeling lazy... Haiyoh.... Nvm.. Later lah.... Hmmmm, im missing DADA* already.... Damn... Siao!!! What am i doing???!?!? Crazy.... Ass..... Nvm...

So, i went on da New Paper.. Looked like absolute crap... My brother laughed at my pose.. Wtf... They ask us pose and show our fingernails right? How else could i have pose?? Ass..... Nvm.... Yeni's cousin say her expression damn action.. Ahaha... Watever.... Nvm... So the whole picture was uber BIGG!!! Knn... If i'd known it will be so big i wouldn't have take it with so much comfort... Ahaha.. What am i talking about? Bloody hell.. Rubbish....

So toay bcos of leonardi almost kena caught for using hp... I have a feeling Miss loo knew i had my hp with me.. She just didn't wanna bao-toh me.. and i appreciate it... Damn! Was such a close shave.. And that bloody leo still miss call somemore.. Say i loser.. Ass..... Ahaha.... At least got entertainment... Nvm...

So, Nothing much to write.. Oh yeah! Science centre.... CAN'T WAIT!!! Bleah~ It's B-O-R-I-N-G!!!!! Why would a bunch of sec 3(s) wanna go to science centre??? Mofo(s)... Okays! Bye!
Saturday, May 28, 2005

Yeah yeah.. We came out in da papers today.. NEW PAPER... Wth... I look like a freakozoid!!! HAha.. Who cares.. I AM one.. Muahahahah...

So, life today is pretty boring.. Staying home and all.. Nth much to do.. HAd a smal lil' quarrel with DADA* just now... And Yeni and Harris total absolute never ending bickering is totally crazy... They made me laugh like crap in front of da computer.. Like a crazy person.. ahha... Hopefully they will stop being mad at each other... And well, nth much..

Feeling rather emo now... thinking alot about him.. Wondering how selfish and greedy i can ever be.. Im starting to think i seriously need to chg.. Cos im being bitchier each day... I mean... SOMEONE just told me im weird and that my mood is scary... Haiz.. I dun wanna name the person just in case.. Yeah... Haha.. Ya'know? I always tell pple i dun mind wat they say bout me.. But sometimes you cant help but feel hurt right? I mean if the person is someone i dun noe, i dun give a shit.. But that guy's muh friend... And you! fer your info, it hurts.. Yeah... FUCK! Im losing it man... Gotta chill.. haha.. No hard feelings though...

Pretty low about today... And my horoscope says im suppose to be chatty.. .So i shall type one whole chunk of shit and then post it and then read it myself since it seems like nobody is reading my blog... Hahaha.... Who cares.. Ooooooh.... Im bored.. Im really really bored!!!!! Where is da love.. where is da love..... I feel like writing a poem now.. Okays!! I shall write it down here.. Cool.....

POEM

MADE FOR EACH OTHER

I take it as im being exaggerrating
All this thinking is exasperating
every migraine is filled with you
Yet there is nothing i can do.

I tried to tell you how i feel
And i still dunno how to deal
With the guy i dream about every night
With the guy i love so much.

I always end up screwing things up
You always manage to place it back up
Where the fairytale's suppose to be
And yet, you're telling me....

Im sorry i have given up
Pushing me back to the "rejected" club
I've been in and out of love so many times
None yet i feel so numb

But losing you?
It's like killing me
Those soft gentle words of yours
Like a gift from god....

All i ask for is a chance
A chance to be with you
A chance to call you mine
But i guess that's all, wishful thinking..

Now that we're finally progressing
I think im asking for more
I think im being selfish and greedy
Still, i cant help it....

I want you, need you, love you
And all those words you say to me
They're making me go all confused
Do you love me, or do you not?

We were made for each other
Be it now or be it in the future
I will love you forever and ever
That, i can promise you....

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

DADA*.... This poem is for you... ILU!!!! :)
Friday, May 27, 2005

Hey hey... Today was be-yourself day in school... I dressed up as a DEAD BRIDE and got lotsa attention man... Pretty cool... Yeni, Fateha, & Jassika dressed as punk-cum-bridesmaid... Super cool... Haha.. And the rose tattoo on both my collerbone are soooo cool... Ahahah.. Love it.. Got interviewed by da new paper reporters and all... I hope if i come out in da paper i will look ok.... Not ugly i hope.. Ahahahah....

Hmmmmm, so all the shopping and stressed out thinking of a theme was pretty much worth it.... Yeah.. But my class guys being themselves, HAD to add some comments to it... No matter good or bad... I think its still pretty embarrassing... And DADA was looking pretty cute today.... Nah.... He din say anything.. And when i say anyting.... I MEAN anything.... He din even talk to me.... And as far as i can see, i dun think he even wants to.... Bleah~ Who cares.... Dun wanna stress over him anymore.. If he wanna talk to me then talk, dun want then just let it be lor.. But.... i think im being rather mean towards him considering the way he's been treating me... I mean he treats me as a good friends and all and why am i still so bitchy bout it? Damn.. Gotta so get a grip.... Yeah....

So after that i went to braddel macdonalds with the punk brides-maid(s) and Logen and Ais... Yeah... Was pretty fun today just that i have been damn tired these days.. my eyes keep wanting to close and i have dark circles around my eyes.. And the contradictory part is, I SLEEP EARLY!!!! WTF???? So gonna sue the angel of sleepology..... Damn ass.... Ahahhah....

Yeah... So DADA* always ALWAYS knows when im pissed with him.. I dunno how... Maybe im just too obvious or maybe he's too damn freaking smart... Im trying really hard not to be obvious but when he is pampering me like this... It's pretty hard for me not to yeah? Bleah~ WHo cares... I hope he reads this and then reject me right in the face so i will stop loving him like mad.... Yeah.. Ahahah....

Ok.. I gtg.. Bye!
Wednesday, May 25, 2005

WTF!??!!? What is wrong with that person? Imitating DADA* what the fuck? It cant be DADA lor... Can it be real??? No way right??? I dun believe this... Why do i have a feeling that the culprit is my own biological brother WILSON LOW KIAN MUNG???? Huh? You better admit right now or when i find out i tear your guts out.....

Ok.. Back to real stuff.... Went shopping with Ais, Yeni, and Logen just now.. So freaking tiring and stressed out,..... Dunno what to buy for be yourself day.... So i bought this 40 bucks dress... Yeni too.. But now she's saying she wanna sell it cos she feels its not right for her to have that dress... Well, dun ask me why..... Yeah... So was pretty cool today in school... Nothing much....

Yupps... Im gonna restrain myself from talking bout DADA cos now dangerous.... Bloody ass...... Nvm.... Sian ah.. So tired..... Yeah... Ok.. bye!
Friday, May 20, 2005

Hello! Sry for not posting fer a long time.. Yeah.. So between this "long time".. I kinda became ok with DADA* already.. Super cool and sweet... Yeah... I so dun want this to ever end... I want it to last forever.. Oh.. anyways, ill be in GENTING tmr till monday... Haha.. Can't sms him.. So sad.....

Well, went out with Yeni just now.. Had a super great time... I was supposed to go out with Ais they all.. But i only remembered about it when we were talking about them.. Ahaha... Damn.. Im getting really forgetful lately... Ahaha..

Yea.. So had lotsa fun just now... And this few days have been fun lah.... With DADA*(talking) and all.. And getting horny with da horny bi-atch(s)... Super duper cool.... Haven been spending much time with Ais and Logen and all.... Feeling damn guilty.. But they should know the reason lah... Yeah.... ahaha.. Hope the reason will GO AWAY!!!!! Damn... Hahah.. I suddenly miss 'em soooo much.. Yeni misses damn loads too.... Yeah....

Ok.. Gtg.. Buai!
Tuesday, May 17, 2005

DAMN!!! I'm so pissed.. Im sad.. Im dying... Y'know what? I fucking hate it when i get pissed at my crush.. Furthermore, now it's the love of my life.. My dream guy.... Yeah.. Y'know? I really dun wanna be pissed.. But i cant help it... I dunno why everytime i get pissed at him over the weirdest and stupidest things...

And today.. I blew it.. I totally did... I kinda regret now.... But was i wrong? If not, then why do i feel so guilty? If not, why do i feel like dying? I totally screw up everytime it comes to DADA*.. Why? Is it suppose to be like this? I mean, he's being really really nice to me man.... Like super duper nice for a friend..... Am i really THAT greedy? Why? Am i asking for more? Fuck.. Now it seems like my faults.. Or is it not? I dunno.. Im screwed.. Im confused.... When will this ever end.. Why have it gotta be like this man... Shit hoe...

Well, im so damn cocked up now... Im sorry.. Im sorry DADA*.. I din mean anything i did or say.. I was well? Being a bitch.. Being a fucked up slut whore tantrum bitch.. I dunno.. I hate all this shit... BYE!
Sunday, May 15, 2005

Heys... Life's ok.. nth much... Quite bored this days... Things are going pretty well for me... Exmas ALMOST over.. Fuck... DNT tmr.. So dead.. Super duper dead.... I still have lotsa unfinished and overdue hw that i have to do.. Supposed to do it today.. But im feeling real lazy.. Goddammit... Im such a pig.. Gotta do something!!!!

HAha... Im missing DADA* lots... Well, yeah.. I still love him ok!! I tried!!! I really did!! I tried not to but i couldn't ok.. I hate myslef for that but he's just to irresistable for me to NOT love him.. DARN!!! I so gotta get a grip.. Well, things have been going well between me and him too.... But duh.. Still friends.. Nth more, nth less... Haiz.. That's the sad part.. Yeah... AHAHAHHA...

I cut muh hair.. It's kinda screwed... I dunno how to describe it.. Bleah~ BYE!
Friday, May 13, 2005

Life's pretty good recently.. Nothing really shitty happened... Had a few moments of fun... Nth much.. Blah blah blah... Haiz.. I was ok a moment ago until just now dunno why DADA* stop smsing me then i start to change mood.. Damn.. Haiz... DADA DADA.. Why can he still drive me so crazy? Why? Asal? MANDY WANNA KNOW!!!!!

HAiz.. So, went out with Yani and da group again.. But this time no studying cos exams over... Yeah.. Except bloody DNT paper which i have a feeling im gonna fail.... Ahahaha... So it was fun today.. But a lil' boring as someone was so shy and quiet2... Sian ah.. Take initiative lah boy! Give so many hints still dun geddit.. *shakes head*

Im currently blasting simple plan songs on my discman with the headphones directly beside my ears.. So hope i go deaf.. Then i can go special school... Then i can totally slip into depression again and start getting screwed up all over again.. I kinda miss the feeling of feeling screwed up man.. But hey, i ain't gonna go back that old track again yeas? It's too scary... Bleah~

Well, i had this small "squabble" with harris just now over something so small.. Kinda regret why i was being so bitchy... Then now i apologise he still dun wanna reply... Haiz.. Blah la.. Like i care lah... Watever comes comes watever goes goes lah.. Like i mother kuku have a bloody choice lidat.. C.B(crazy bitch)

Haven't been "interacting" much with Ais and Logen and all.. Sian ah.. They're always with her and all... Damn sian.. I dun wanna go out with her lah.. Always end up i fight with her.. So to avoid conflicts, y'know? But i guess they've gotten used to going out with her already.. So i cant do nth bout it... Yea right.. I just dun give a fuck lah.. I kinda feel like being a selfish bitch now.. EVERYTHING'S BOUT ME!!! ME!! ME!!! Nobody else matters..... Like, BLEAH~

Yeah.... This bloody shitty mood is getting to me.. BYE!
Tuesday, May 10, 2005

Alamak!!!! Afiq so cute ah.. He look like girl actually... But his eyes super nice.. Haha... Nah... Nothing much.. Went study study with Yeni, Fateha and Jassika... The guys were there too... Lotsa stuff.. Blah blah blah.. Damn lazy to blog.... Hmmm, Chem paper so sucked today.. And maths paper was a disaster... I wonder how im gonna pass this exam.. So freakin hope i pass it or im gonna get cooked alive.... Damn....

Ahahaha.. Dada... He was super cute today(as usual).... I love him so much man.. But why i gotta feel like i not suppose to? Why i feel like im not even suppose to take a peek at him during exam time? Damn! I wanna seeDADA sooo bad now.. But i guess i so cannot do tat cos i gotta get over him fast or im gonna.. gonna... I dunno? Gonna wat?? Watever lah.. Just gotta get over that cute handsome charming aboslutely perfect DADA boy... Godammit... I wanna die(not literally)....

HAiz.. Sian ah.. Exams still got one more week before finish... I hate this.. So sian.. I wanna live life like im a "mother fucking PIMP"... Just that i totally cant cos im not a guy... And PIMP is used on guys.... Ahdui!! Wat i talking? I just wanna slack all day and fucking spend lotsa money.... Shit! I just used fucking again.. Damn.... Bye!
Monday, May 09, 2005

I hate myself.... I totally do... trust me.. It's something i called the self-hatred syndrome which makes you feel like dying cos you absolutely hate urself.. Like you're your worse nightmare or something... Well, some issues are prolly too sensitive to put up on muh blog.. So this whole fucking shit is going into my written diary.. I guess all this shit happens and i just gotta get used to it....

Well, and i've been throwing lotsa tantrums lately, especially towards my one true love.. But hey, you cant blame me.. Im in a confused state as well.. Im also a victim here.. Just that im the more dominant one bcos of my overbearing nature.. God dammit i truly am hating myself... Darn the mother pussy... Haiz... I dunno where i should go from here.. Here's kinda the fork road where i have to choose.... I mean, fork road for my love life lah.... For my family life and social life, i've totally worked it out.. Absolutely! I've done my soul searching and ralise where i've gone wrong.. And now im doing muh bid as a family and as a friend.... :)

So, DADA is totally killing every sense of pride and ego i have inside.. And he drives me nuts to bonkers to crazy to absolutely-fied madnessssss!!!!!!Haha.. Guess love ain't as simple as a fairytale story.. It has several details added and some magic taken away... Haha.. Im just an emo brat... Dude take myself easy!! I need to chill relax and learn to stay calm at all situations... Oh what a load of crap!

Haha.. I so gotta go sleep now.. Tmr's e maths paper 1 and i totally screwed up for a maths.. So i need to work muh ass off tmr and get a fucking distinction or im dead.. Love ya! *smucks*
Friday, May 06, 2005

Well, i guess that's it lah.. I've decided... I'll try my very very best, to not love DADA.. Well, i guess Harris really kinda woke me up huh? I realised wat a fool i have been... A fool for love.. Damn... I cant believe i deprive myself of soooo many things just so i get one tiny chance to interact with him... Haiz.... But i still need time.. LOTSAAAAA time.....

Darn.... I dunno why i made this decision lah.. Probably cos i realise loving him is kinda hurting too much.. I mean there were plenty of good and cute times.. But when it starts to hurt, it's FATAL!!! The pain is so inbearable i dun think i can hold on any longer ah... And jealousy is one big weapon pple use ah.... Jealosuy can kill.. Really.... I've been thru all this shit bout jealousy and seeing HIM* doing stuff you'd wish he'll do to you to other girls... Well, i guess that's it.... I dun wanna hurt myself i guess.... I dun wanna fall any deeper.... Yeah.. I guess im finally breaking free from all this love shit.. Yeah.. I most prolly wun like anyone else until maybe im 20 or watsoever lah.. Tats how much i STILL love him... Haha.. Thx.. I think i need therapy to get him off muh mind.. Shit....

Oh man.... Dudes! You seriously gotta think it thru before ya'all fall in love ya? It's da most painful thing you can ever experience... But sometimes, its also the best experience ever!! So i dunno... YOu guys should, watch out??? Yeah.. :) Love ya'all!

AHHHHH!!! I hate this!!! You know what? I dun hate this.. Im loving this.... Cos im hating DADA so much now.. He succeeded.. If what harris says is true.. DADA succeeded in brushing me off his back.... He did.. He absolutely petrifyingly did it... I so freaking turn off that i think im really actually hating him for love... I hate you DADA!!!! You asshole!!! I dun care anymore... You want me off your back? Fine! I dun give a freaking ass damn bout you anymore.... You dunno how i feel man... Well, at least now i know how you feel!!!?!? I hate you!!! And apparently you feel the same... Wow! We share mutual feelings for each other. F*** you DADA..... When i start to tear and wish to die.... I hope you'll know and feel the SAME!!!! Fuck you bitch!(DADA)

Damn... I tried not using the F*** word.. But it just didn't came out right... Haiz... FUck it lah... I dun believe this... It's all tumbling down.. Just one day... Wow.. Now i noe how precious time is man... One second you can change one life ah... KNN.... I wish i'd never fallen in love with you, you friggin ass.... You're like the apple of my eye yet the thorn in my flesh... I hate you!!! Bicth whore....

Fuck it.. Bye!
Thursday, May 05, 2005

Just came back from the Braddell KFC... So super funny.... Haha.. Went there with Yeni, Fateha and Jassika... Haha.. SODIUM, LITHIUM and SULPHUR DIOXIDE respectively.... And mine? SPECIAL!!!! Haha... Super funny... We were like girls gone wild just that we were instead, girls GONE HORNY!!!!! Haha.. There was this ass crack joke that was the funniest man... Haha... I guess we ended up only studying abit of maths and geog... Haha... Study seh....

Then Jassika's Sulphur dioxide came and all was hell!!! Ooooh.. And Fateha's admirer also was there.. MORE HELL!!!! We were teasing 'em all like its our hobby man.. Too bad the "used-to-be-cute" guy wasn't there... Haha... Oh! Talking bout him, reminds me of what happened to me today. I kena bird shit attack seh.. So funny... I didn't even know until Fateha was like "mandy? what's that on your hair?" Haha.. Funny like hell.. So i went to wash and clean it up... Then Yeni said that Din said before that if you kena bird shit means good luck will soon be on you... So i was thinking "Eh? Later 'used-to-be-cute' guy ask me out ah?" Haha... Pure horny tots....

Then Aini and the rest were there too... I guess i was the only chinese there.. Well, duh!!!! Haha.... Okays, enuf bout just now... English paper today was pure sleep time sia.. I finish both papers in less than 50 mins and i took the rest of the time to sleep.. And maybe take a "few" peeks at DADA*.. Ok! Fine! Not a few lah ok? More than a few.... Ok! ALOT!!!! I looked at him alot and weirdly, today i had butterflies in my stomach when i looked at him.. Does that mean anything? Hmmm, i dunno... I hope it means something good....

Im really missing and wanting to see DADA* right now.. I never sms him for one whole day ok? 24 hours.... So many minutes.. So many many many seconds..... Im dying... I want DADA* Gimme DADA now!!!! *sobz* Damn.. I seriously gotta snap out of it!!!! Haiz... Im craze.. I need professional help.. I need DADA to help me get out of being love sick.. And........ He can do that by loving me!!! Ahahaha.....

Craze! Pure craze seh... I need to know!! I wanna know!!! Haiz.. Please please please let him love me!!! I mean, arghhhhh!!! DADA******* I LOVE YOU!!!! Ok... Im really crazy now.. If he ever sees this ill be dead.... Like duh!!! He'll think im desperate and crazy.. Which i kinda AM!!!! Darn! Fuck life...

Shit!!! No vulgarities!! I need to restrain muh vulgarities... They going too far beyond where they should... Hmmm, i need to control my excessive usage of the word "fuck" and other words like "you bloody mother fucker" or even "slut whore bitch mother pussy".. Yeah... Haha.. And i just said all of 'em in one post.. Wooo! All bow to da queen! Bleah~ F*ck.... Bye!
Wednesday, May 04, 2005

Hello... Hmmm, i dun really feel like blogging. So ill prolly just put up a poem or two... :) Here are a few lousy ones i wrote while i was going through.. erm, stuff.. Ahaha.. Yeah...



FAITH & HOPE

Words failed me when i needed 'em,
Thousand thoughts lingers in my mind,
A million things i wanna achieve, but i can't.
There's no more faith left within.

Can you not feel it?
Can you not sense it?
It's right there staring straight back at you,
It's not budging one bit...

People say hope's essential.
Everyone looks so alike,
Yet none are as beautiful.
They left me here to die....

No one's here to save me,
And im so close to slipping of the edge,
So close to going crazy.
But still, there's ony..... Just me....



FLY

Life's unfair,
Nobody's there,
No one cares,
It's all on me.

The world's on my shoulder.
It's like im having trouble,
Finding my way back home.
But even then, i feel so alone.

No one bothers enough to help,
Everyone's tight on their belts,
They all left me here to wilt,
But ill show 'em, I'LL FLY....

I'm not gonna give up,
Im gonna make it through,
I'll find that happiness,
I'll end the nightmare,
I'LL FLY!!!!


HELP ME

How to tel if i'm okay,
Or am i just immuned to the pain?
How am i to know,
If my life's ever gonna change.

Nobody has the answers.
And im bearing with that scary thought,
Of going through the same things again.
I'm really scared... HELP....

I try to convince myslef everything's okay.
But how can i lie to myself?
How can i NOT hope to die?
When all i see around me, is pain...

They caught me unaware,
When everything was good,
When i was still enjoying life,
They invaded, they overcame....

Now i'm sitting here,
Writing about what im going through.
Who knows what's next,
Who really knows????


Haha.. Ok.. Fine fine... Maybe i wrote more than two.. Three! Ok? Take it im trying to boast about my poems... Well, maybe i just want you guys to know me thru my poems.. Or, maybe not?? Ahahah... Think whatever you want... ;) Bye!!!
Sunday, May 01, 2005

Hello!!! Just came back from Sentosa with my family, chye, boon & gu-ma... Was pretty fun... With the float and all.... Im really enjoying Sentosa nowadays.. Maybe cos the part of that beach i go to is not as crowded.. Went snorkelling a bit which made me think of Tioman again!!!

Haha... So beaches are fun... But the sun burn effect on your skin absolutely ISN'T!!! Ass.. I put sun block already but still kena burn until like wat sia.... Now got the bikini stripe down there.. Not only ugly but super duper pain ah!!!!! KNN.... I hate the sun....

But there were lotsa cute malay guys to admire though... All playing with their skim boards and all... Got one damn cute sia.... Budden.... Nah... I have my own plans.. Ahahha.. DADA!!!! He was like supe duper cute today ok.. We were fooling around alot.. Crap like its our hobby sia... Then i managed to fool him.. Haha. He tot i was pissed.. Haha... Funny....

Im damn tired now sia.. So im going to take a short nap then go watch ICE AGE!!!! Wooooo! :) Okays.. Bye!