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Monday, September 10, 2012

So, how long has it been since I last blogged?
Fucking agesssss... =D

I am now at Marketing Institute of Singapore (MIS).
Waiting for my orientation class to start.
Damn boring here cos I know nobody and class starts at 6.30pm.
I have been here since 4.45pm.

Good thing they have coffee machines (FREE DRINKS!) ... YEAH...

School is gonna start official first class on 21/9/2012.
Gonna be so super busy with work and school...
Will be so super tired and shag for the next year...
But its a new adventure and a new path I have to take...
I have sacrificed many things to be where I am now...
I will do my best to make the most out of it...

I hope I won't laze out after I get used to school..
For now I'm still uber excited and looking forward to schooling.

Work is a whore at times. But feels like I'm moving closer to where I wanna be 5 years from now.
Slowly but I believe I am improving and gaining.
So it's goooooood~~    :)

Love wise? It's alright.. Nothing too fancy.. Nothing too fucked up...
Actually a few things that are fucked up but no point putting it up here..
Sometimes I really wonder how you know it's love or just habitual..
Or just the fear of losing something that is already yours...
Like just being selfish and stubborn and not wanting to let go just cos...
you know? I really wonder.. But I like being with him.. He IS good to me..
Just that we are so different and we wants and need different things...
This causes so much friction and its difficult that either one always have to give in and give up and give out...
I just wish sometimes, love is easier than it looks.. Not tougher... =/

I've been through a whole new load of shit this past 3/4 year...
I have really been shown how stupid and fucked up I can be...
I have also proven to myself that I am the only person who can unscrew the screw ups i make..
Emotionally I'm a wreck.. I am worse than a wreck.. It's like a nuclear wipe out..
But functionally I'm still working and ok... Cos I cannot break...

IF I break now, there is no point in putting so much effort to unscrew my screw ups...
So yeah.. Biting the bulletsssss... Even those i shoot at myself... =/
If that makes any sense...

Well... :) Good week to all! May all your wishes and dreams come true in all the fanciest way possible.
Buhbyeee...