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Saturday, October 29, 2005

Well so many nice things happened recently and so far the best time i had was when i was with Krush Yesterday... We buka-ed together.. Was nice... We found out many MANY things that gave us a big shock.. But it was great!!! Purest of all pure fun... Nice...

Well, Bryan and my parents will be headin to HongKong later tonight... Or perhaps EARLY next morning... I'm so excited for Bryan... Yeah.. I hope they have fun... Yeah.. I dun think im gonna have much fun lah.. Seeing how freaking packed my whole damn November holiday is.. Due to the fact i failed my bloody science and A maths.. Damn why can't i be just a tad bit smarter... Then i can still slack but pass my subjects.. Freakerdoos... I guess nth comes without effort put in eh?

Yeah.. I've been thinking alot recently.. Maybe a lil' too much... But i realise many things, you just got to learn to let go... And you need to learn to accept facts... Dun let yourself get hurt.... And chocies that have to be made, dun let it drag further... You'll only be hurting not only yourself but the pple around you... Yeah.. dammit.. This words, they still turn my tummy upside down and make my heart feel all tingly over... "learn to let go"... Fuck its so difficult to follow up to your decisions at times... Seriously... And then there are the inevitable complications and recurrent feelings that you wish were gone... But no, life's not so easy... You dun get what you want just by asking for it.. Yea.. I SHOULD know.. I've been asking and asking my whole life and see where it got me.... Hurhurhur.. x)

Hmmmm, I just realise how Kenny G's Breathless can really make me feel emotional.. No joke.. It's suppose to be a god damn wedding song.. But why do i feel like crying whenever i hear it? I guess it has got some sentimental value to me huh? And to think that i never notice how nice this song is until now..... THANK YOU, Kenny G!!!!

Holidays are here finally... And again im experiencing some hard-to-let-go(s).. Im missing some of my friends alr.. But stoopid me.. Ill be seeing some of 'em real soon as we have tons and tons of remedials.. Or rather, catching up... You see my god damn calender in my phone.. It freaks ME out... There's no ONE weekday that im actually free.. Ok.. Maybe during Hari Raya Puasa i am.. Cos its a god damn PUBLIC holiday!!! WEEEE~

SELAMAT HARI RAYA to all my muslim friends and everyone else.... HAPPY DEEPAVALI to all my tamil friends and everyone else... And to that special someone.... Happy deepavali too.... Im sorry we won't be spending anytime together for a long period of time... Or perhaps we can't.... Haiz... Yeah... Hurts, i guess... I tot that it could be special.... And for fuck AGAIN im wrong... Mandy..... you SMART ASS!!!

Damn.. I dun think i deal with changes well... You see, i've been wanting so much to be free from school.. And now that i AM free... I have no idea what to do.... WHAT AM I TO DO WITH THE FEW DAYS OF FREE TIME??? Yeah.. evrything starts only after 4th of November.. So i have about 4 days to spend doing entirely NOTHING!!! Well well well, look who's one effin' free biatch...!?!??!

Oh yeah.. AIS!!! HAPPY DEEPAVALI!! And is your crisis over? Did you get any coas or half coats? Haha... Shopping with you and logen is totally er..... TIRING but FUN!!! Haha... And mind boggling too.. Bcos i see the price of everything i wanna get... Then i think of my money and how i used to NEVER shop... Then all the history of my life comes back and now i see how the fashion industry have grown... W-O-W! I should lose all the weight i have and go be a model... Get someone to endorse me or something... Ahahahaha.. Right... I rather go join Rugby clubs and get cool rugby tee-shirts like the one my bro and clar has... So nice.. 10 bucks.. Ask my bro help me order.. He says he will, but he NEVER does what he promises to me... So who cares... Yah... Nobody keeps their promises to me.. Not even myself....

That's perhaps why i never keep my promises too.. Cos these days? Nobody gives a shit about promises anymore.. Pple can just swear their way to hell and burn there... Swear as in they say "I SWEAR!" But they dun really mean it.. Other typical ways of "swearing" are like : "CROSS MY HEART" , "CMH and hope to die" , "IF IM LYING THEN I CAN GO BURN IN HELL" , or perhaps just a simple "I WUN LIE TO YOU" , or maybe "TRUST ME"... I tell you there is NO MORE justice in the world.... Oh... Who am i to say that?? Im just nobody... so maybe i shouldn't say anything.. anything at all....

I said MAYBE... But i wun.. I adore the freedom of Freedom of speech.. Yes.. But somehow my words means nothing... They're just words... Life's a weird.. er... weird thing.... It's peculiar.. It's odd.. It's.......... BEDAZZLING!! Yeah it is.. Never ceases to amaze me... It also never fails to maake my brain work.. Im always thinking and thinking and thinking.. Only thing is that most of the thinking are for over-rated stuff.. Like uneccessary stuff... HA! Now did i use the word "over-rated" right?? Huh clarissa?? Haha...

Okays.. I guess ill go now... Goodbye.. and goodnight...
Thursday, October 27, 2005

Well, guess who skipped school today? It's been goddamn long time since i told my mom "mi.. can i dun go school today?" Yeah... Woooooooohooooo! School's the ultimate night mare.. Plus tmr's the last day.. Damn fuckface.. Im gonna miss lotsa peeps though.. Yeah.. But no worries.. Technology's much better now..

Bleah~ Was kinda bored.. Woke up at brunch time.. Whip up some instant porridge and corn beef mixed with carrots.. Pretty yummy* But was still bored... Yah.. Im thinking later take some exercise books. and do that damn chinese topical paper and do.. Yah.. Maybe a little A maths tys... Yah.. Bring 'em all down and have some quiet time studying at my void deck... Yeah.. Maybe think over some stuff...

it's pretty stress lah my life now... Lotsa things i gotto really THINK about.. Bcos it affecct a whole lot of shit that may happen in the near future or far future... It's efin scaring the shit out of me lah.. Cos im afraid i might make the wrong choices and end up in more misery.. Fuck life.. Life's being such a fucking bitch now... Yeah...

Wells, on a lighter note... I went out with Ais and Logen yesterday.. And it was real funn!!! Went shopping at Wisma.. Ais was planning on getting coats but we eneded up walking empty handed home... Seriously... Was very tiring walking the whole damn mall with empty stomachs.. until we decided to settle down for some MCDONALDS!!! Woo.. sinful... But who gives a shit... Then we proceeded with more shopping.. And Ais had... er, should i say, a crisis??? Yeah... She was dead tired after all of that.. I was surprise i wasn't as bummed out as her.. Prolly bcos it was good exercise for me since i've been eating quite alot lately...

I saw a few nice clothings i would love to own.. But without my mom there i couldn't get anything... Ahaha.. I dun intend to get them anyways bcos i think i've been spending too much of my parents money already.. Its time to stop.. Put myself in their shoes.. They've been working real hard.. So i shouldn't squander their money like nobody's business.. Bcos their money is like my money isn't it? So i should stop!!! SPENDING SO MUCH $$$!!!! Yes i should...

And in 4 days Bryan and my parents are going to HONGKONG for a holiday.. Yes.. I hope they have a lovely time there.. Bryan's first flight on an aeroplane... Im so excited for him... Hopefully Bryan dun get sick like me when i was in America... Yes.. He is young and not immune to many diseases and viruses.. Hopefully nth bad happens... I hoep he have a fun time at Ocean Park or watever they call it... It seems funn... They not going to disneyland tho.. What a bummer.. Nvm.. Next time i grow older and i got money all i bring bryan go korea or maybe america.. I heard korea got this really cool theme park.. But my dad says korea's a very expensive place to go.. Stuff there is very expensive.. And he doesn't think that the theme park is good.. From what i heard... But oh wells, ill be rich when i grow up so who cares?!??!?

Haha.. Yeah. I got this fantasy to be rich when i grow up.. But you know? Everyone i say that to either thinks im crazy(my aunt), or it will follow up to a fucking looooong loooong lecture about pursuing dreams and how you must work for what you want blah blah blah... I know, it makes lotsa sense, what they say... But why can't i just marry some prince or something and become rich overnight?? Haha... Yeah.. Or maybe ill end up in jail with free food and lodging... Bleah~ I just dun wanna study anymore!! Please!!! Urgh... But i can't... Due to many many reasons which i refuse to state here in this blog... Why in the fuck am i talking like that? Urgh.. I think im way to bored to be cooped up in this damn house.. Bye ya'all!
Monday, October 24, 2005

Who in the world invented technology?? Bcos of technology pple work harder.. Bcos of technology there's so much more.. And bcso there's so much more... There's nothing left.. fuck... I hate this mofo-ing pootie faced craphole.... Urgh.. What a nice sentence... Yes i feel like shit thank you... =)

But i shall not elaborate further for i shall be STRONG!!! Yes strong!! I shall, and i will.. I am, no doubt... x) Yeah.... *sigh* Yeah....

Have anyone of you dread one particular day very much before? Well, fer now? Mine dreaded day is 27th october... I dun want it to come... Pls.. Stop time now.... Shitholes... Stop time now.. dun let 27th oct come so fast... DAMMIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Why have i got to be sooo effin WEAK? Yah... WEAK i say.. contradictary to what i said earlier on... Ha... I guess its time like this i need to call my VGs and talk eh? It's a gloomy monday, raining.... Nobody's home... Darkness all around.. If this is not agood time to call my VGs... And pour all my sorrows to them.... I dunno what more suitable time can there be.... Yes.... I should call... Or sms... Or email.. Or write a letter.... Where to start? It's gonna be ONE busyy busy day i tell you.. Wait.. ain't the day over alr? Haha.. How time flies.. It's 7+ alr??? Damn!

Like i said previosly, the world is coming to an end soon.. Keep yourself busy.. But stay alert.... Tsunami's coming anytime anywhere.. Hurhur... DAMN! I hope the tsunami's a bigg one... Ok.. No.. A small one.... No shit... Wait.. I can't hope ANYTHING??? Pple will think im either crazy or pure sadistic.. Well im not... I just wanna experience a natural disaster.. It's been er... my dream since young??? Yeah... But DANG! At least let me enjoy a lil' bit more stuff before i die man.... Then at least i will hate my life after death just like every other normal person would.... Life after death... How many pple's talking about that... Hurhur... I wonder if it'll be any better, or worse.... Haha.. *thinks of stupid chinese show* Wah... All got money everything.. Yah right.... Wait long...

There's so much more to say.. But... But nothing... But ill end here.. Yes.. Ill end here... Wait.. I'll end here?!?!?!? So fast?? Really? Then wat in the blue hell am i gonna do with the comp after i click on "PUBLISH POST" ??? Shit.. But i gotta do what i said i would do... So bye... goodbye my love(s)...
Sunday, October 23, 2005


And as time forbids us to take a slow walk home... We ran.. And look how shagged we were... =) *smucks* I love you VGS!!! Posted by Picasa


And weird emo shots that looks, well, oh-so-weird... Posted by Picasa


Then run around again for more pictures.. BEHIND BARS!!! Posted by Picasa


Ok... Slow down... Meditate.. EASE your mind... Posted by Picasa


How many times must your mama tell you only THE VGs can be on top of the world??? Posted by Picasa


Who's your mama, dawg?!?!?! HAhaha.. Eff mahn... Posted by Picasa


See the different expressions??? Yes.. We are ... THE NEXT ACTION STARS!!!! Ahahahah... Posted by Picasa


We even do KUNG FU and a tad bit stunts... Posted by Picasa


Ahhhhhh...... We act too!!! We are MULTI-Talented... Yes we are, VGs.... Posted by Picasa


Spiderman's wife... *thinks of mary-jane* HAHAHAHAHAH!!! Posted by Picasa


No!!! dun go away!!! RUNAWAY VGS!!! Posted by Picasa


Kiss me MY LOVE!!! Posted by Picasa


Ok... Maybe a little bit lesser than ALL... But still.... Posted by Picasa


No need for dance lessons that cost a bomb.. We the VGs have it ALL!!!! Posted by Picasa


EVERY thing has a life.. even the dustbin.. Im sorry i ever hurt you poor old dustbin.. Is that burn recovering?? Posted by Picasa


And make you feel like you just went thru a sex change.... *jkjk* Posted by Picasa


Only WE can bring you to the STAIRWAY to forever beauty... Posted by Picasa


Or we can just slack around like nobody's business.... Posted by Picasa


Yes!! Worship us and we will grant your every pathetic wish... =) *muahahahaha* Posted by Picasa


This is A LIL' better.... Posted by Picasa


Oh gosh!! Another wrong image to portray... Eh! We still rule okay!!!! Posted by Picasa


Ok.... wrong image to prtray for rulers of the world.... Posted by Picasa


No joke!! We, the VGs shall rule!!!! Posted by Picasa


with this piece of cake..... =) Posted by Picasa


And we shall rule the world!!!! Posted by Picasa